Painful realizations…
It’s finally becoming clear that even on my best day…after five years of wiping people’s asses (technologically speaking)…I don’t give a single fuck about any of them.
I start work and instantly hate myself for tolerating the ignorance, the belittling, the empty and passive aggressive threats.
I really thought working from home would take away the dull ache I get in my soul for further helping stupid people be stupid, but no…it’s actually made it worse. Because now, I’ve invited these leeches into my home.
What do I do? Probably what I always do…bend over, pray for lube, and take it like the whiny bitch I am. That or lose it on a client (that deserves it) just once in my life and try to walk away with some dignity and self respect.
Put it will probably be the ass fucking. Because I’m a pussy and I hate myself.
